I want to listen to the people that talk to me, and to know what it feels like to change a person's life. I want to hear you scream with laughter as you run around the park. I want to give somebody a hug and for once, not have the ask me whats wrong.

I want to tell you to STOP hurting my family! And to be strong enough to hurt you too. I want to run and continue running till everyone falls behind, I want to be able to help.

I want to be a worthy friend, I want to make you to see what a great person you are. I want to know what it feels like to love. I want to know if you can love a broken shell?

I want to look at the sky and disappear into the grass underneath.

I want to undo the abuse you have suffered, I want to lose the hurt inside me, I want to be a shield for the hurts you have. Can you tell me how to make you smile? I want to read your mind and know your thoughts.

I want to be an Elf, I want to wrestle with my little brats.

I want to read the meaning behind your actions, I want to be able to touch your face and know you don't mind. I want to be there for you always, whenever you need me. I want to mask the falseness of the world.

I want to learn how to forgive. I want to change my heart, to be your Angel.
I want to make a mess of my room, grind my knife into my skin.

I want to rest my head on a giant leaf, I want to be an unknown, I want to be forgotten.

I want to R.I.P